This evening started off great. I was nursing Emma on my bed listening to the other three playing happily out back. I couldn't help but smile thinking how smooth everything was going. I planned on making dinner as soon as Emma was done but she had other plans. Sometimes in the evenings she gets really fussy. She acts hungry but won't eat and just screams. She decided she was not happy and the screaming started. She finally passed out in my arms while I rocked her but I'm scared to put her down. I'm trying to balance taking care of four kids and housework and cooking but it's hard. We'll figure it out eventually but for now a messy house and fast food will work.