my due date is fast aproaching and im getting so excited! i have 58 days to go. i can't wait to meet addison lila for the first time and see who she looks like! i wonder whose hair and eyes she'll have. braden can't wait to be a big brother either! he talks to her everyday and asks me how many more days until addison comes?! ..i'm also pretty nervous! i'm nervous about the actual birth..is my water going to break in public?..i've never breastfed before..is she going to sleep at night?..and braden starts 1st grade 9 days after my due date!!